A Plovdiv Photo Day

Less writing, more showing in this post.

Carolin is from Germany. She works in Bulgaria temporarily and gets to travel on weekends. In high school, she was an exchange student in Minnesota. She has road-tripped through more of the United States than I probably ever will. Last night, when asked her favorite part, she told CA boy and I “Minnesota is the place to be.” We cracked up, but it was so sincere.

She had asked me if I wanted to go to the Bachovo Monastery 30km outside Plovdiv. Apparently it’s the second largest monastery in Bulgaria. We grabbed bus tickets, water and bananas and were on the road by 11a.m. The bus ride was full of great conversation. She taught me quirks of the syrillic alphabet. She told me her travel plans, about her boyfriend of two years and how she hasn’t seen him since February. “It will be nice when I see him next summer.”

No kidding.

The monastery was gorgeous. There was one room everyone entered to light candles, and candles were everywhere. Overhead, two massive beams of light, bright as movie projectors at the theater, came through the roof. The trip was worth it.

Monastery photo I wasn’t supposed to take #1…


Unreal (but real) grapes…


We saw an open gate and a trail, so we went on a hike…


Twenty minutes later, we were here…


Walked further down the path, found this beautiful little church…



Ate this crepe for lunch… It cost 3 lev…


We took the bus halfway back to Plovdiv, requesting a stop at Assen’s Fortress. We were dropped off in Assenovgrad, the town it’s located in. Pretty easy to find a fortress in a town, right? Wrong. No one knew the word “fortress” and “castle” didn’t do the trick. We ask everyone – this is the only thing this town is known for… Please.

We get directions, finally. It’s 2km away. Just in case we wanted to hike after our hike, which we do. And about one kilometer later, we find a sign for “Assen’s Fortress” pointing up hill. 2km away.

So up we go Coffee Road.


Except Coffee Road is going to kill me, being 2km of incline on very, very overused legs, pathetic as 5km max of walking happens to be. We flag down a car going uphill. The woman happens the speak Dutch, and Carolin chats the whole way up. The driver apologizes to me with “My English is not very good.” As though I know a single word of Dutch! All I know is suddenly a young man’s voice is coming through the speakers… The driver had called her son to tell him to take us out tonight. We got his number, though we never did end up meeting.

The fortress… Add it to the list of awesome things I’ve climbed this trip.






I had no idea Plovdiv would be as incredible as it is. Carolin and I went to the Night of Museums and Art tonight, with thousands of Bulgarians and people from all over the world. Essentially, every museum, gallery and church was open tonight to the public for free. Plovdiv is known as the cultural center of Bulgaria, and there were well over sixty places to be tonight. We probably saw a quarter of them before realizing just how exhausting the day had been.

Such a fantastic day.



“I Can’t Stop”

One of the phrases I learned to say in Bulgarian last night.

It was 9p.m. and I had finally decided on plans for the following day (Saturday). I’d get up for the 8:30a.m. bus to Veliko Tarnovo and stay there for two nights before moving on to Romania (who’s going to Transylvania? THIS GIRL!). I booked the hostel there and debated whether the clothes I was already wearing would be good enough to sleep in.

The sweet, fun hostel staff member who had just booked the next hostel for me came into the room. “You’re coming out with us, right?”

And we’re off. Girl with an accent, girl with an accent, hostel staff member, boy… Without an accent. And he notices, too.

“Okay, where are you from. You don’t sound different.”

California (thought so. Where) Orange County (where)…

“No kidding. I’m from Hollywood! So you’re just bumming around Europe for four months? THAT IS SO COOL.”

Well, you’re here too, aren’t you? What are you up to?

“Peace Corps.”


We’re led to a local bar, open for the first night of the season – it’s closed during the summer – and we all grab a booth. The ordering is strictly in Bulgarian and I just say “same” when I hear “vodka and coca-cola.” I haven’t ordered that, ever.

We talk about home, travel, differences. CA boy and I will talk all night long but he and gorgeous accent girl share a twin hostel bed (her booked one would actually rescue me from snores in my room later). They are the cutest pair, teasing when one improperly speaks the other’s language, or misinterprets humor. She leaves us for awhile, comes back with a pack of mini cigars. “I don’t smoke, I just wanted us all to share something.” For not being smokers, she makes a far sexier smoker than I.

The talk is fantastic. Cute accent girl w/ CA boy is actually Bulgarian. They teach me hello, goodbye, thank you, beer. I learn funny Bulgarian quirks (try nodding your head to say no… That’s just the start). They say I can’t leave tomorrow, not before Plovdiv’s massive one night only art and museum festival.

I’m staying in Plovdiv. I’ll sleep later than the bus and hope there’s a spot available for me. If not, I’ll sneak in late and sleep on the vacant bed of this cute (adorable) couple. The table cheers at this decision.

Girl from Germany (I know names, I just don’t blog names) and I start looking at the crowd, debating whether this place is a place appropriate for dancing. CA looks at me.

“Checkin out the Bulgarian men, Janae? Need a wingman?” (makes wings gesture)

Hahaha. No, I’m good.

“Come on, get a cute Bulgarian dude to join us. Live it up!”

(Im in a gray tank and my black long skirt) Do I look like I’m dressed to land Bulgarian men? I didn’t even bring makeup to Europe.

“You know they sell it here, right? You can totally pick some up to pick a Bulgarian dude up.”

Hah! I don’t need makeup to pick a Bulgarian dude up.

The words barely were out of my mouth and I was laughing at the absurdity of that statement. I said it like I was accepting a challenge.

Which I absolutely wasn’t.

What conceit. What confidence. What am I talking about and where did that come from?

Just laughed loudly in my bunk bed. Can’t properly blog the “supposed to channel this confidence for climbing mountains, not men” joke that just popped in my head.

That said, saw this sign today. Watch out for men with massive erections.


On our way back from the bar, we grabbed sandwiches, and when two Americans came against two European girls insistent on sitting and eating versus our walking, I taught the Bulgarian girl a new word.

And cracked up as she repeatedly smiled and called him a “tacky American” the rest of the night.

Making cents and sense… Making change.

Took these stairs today. Didn’t know where they led, logic just told me somewhere.


At home, I’d never think twice about using a $5 bill to pay for a candy bar, drive-thru snack or water bottle. But time and time again here, I get the dirtiest looks for not having low enough change. 1.80 for a slice of pizza – because the 2 bill exists over here, I’m frequently a jerk for handing over a 5, never mind the “you don’t have .80?” I was jealous of Andrea’s weird ability to have small change everywhere we went, especially in Serbia where $13 was 1000 dinar, ATMs dispensed 1000 bills, and breakfast only cost 60.

Moving on.

I’m getting the notion that to “find yourself,” you should get yourself lost first.

Barf, that was cliché.

I tried to get lost today, leaving my map in my purse just in case of emergency. I wandered the streets of Old Town (really old) and New Town (still old) Plovdiv. For every street I went up, another went down to match it, back and forth through neighborhoods and parks. I wandered onto a campus as children were getting out of school. Realized how much I loved the old cobblestone streets, winding off of any grid. Cozy. Homey. Real. How often do you cuddle up to something linear?

And I’m thinking about these streets and how they wind, and taking pictures, and I pass by a restaurant. I haven’t heard music in hours, but the radio blasts here.

And wouldn’t you know it’s Sheryl Crow.

Everyday is a winding road…

Well, I like signs. Ask Andrea, I read every regular sign I pass. But fate signs? Coincidence?

And I wander and wonder, as I will everyday for the next three months, thinking about what brings me to Plovdiv, Bulgaria, Europe. Hoping there is in fact a purpose, as I’m 5,000-8,000 miles away from everything that feels like home, depending on what state I’m telling people on any given day. I try to give what I’m doing a title – I’ve settled on “learning.” What I’m making – “memories.” I struggle to call it, this, art. I tell it like I see it, I feel I don’t often create.

In my writing and thinking, I keep returning to the same themes: frames, cubicles, borders. Four walls and hourly phone calls. My lack of deadlines and obligation. Breaking out of a daily mold and routine, though I’m running from absolutely nothing.

And I wander down a little side street, a downward alley slope to match an uphill I’d just completed, and like a monument to prove what I’m doing is okay, I find this guy. Turns out I’m not the only one going down this path.


Everyday is a winding road
I get a little bit closer
Everyday is a faded sign…

I get a little bit closer to feeling fine.

Mind gets blown.

Forgotten little anecdote.

Remember Adam, our Cappadocian tour guide? After taking us out to dinner, he’d gone out with friends to a party. Andrea and I hadn’t come along, and the next morning found him sleeping in “our spot” we’d frequented by the pool. A few hours later, he’d laugh as we go to “mail” Steve the baglama. Many hours later, he’d tell us how exhausted (hungover, out until four) he was and how lame his tour had been that day (no climbing mountains like with us). Later that night, as Andrea and I sit by the pool, Adam (really Ahdem, but I just found that out yesterday, I’ve committed to Adam), introduces us to one of the people on his tour that day – describes what essentially is a blog, but then says “he takes pictures and writes like you do, except HE’S a professional.” The look on the guy’s face cracked me up- no more “professional” than me… But I found the description hysterical, a “yeah, really, even Adam knows I don’t know what I’m doing” moment.



I’m leaving Sofia for Plovdiv. I know (KNOW) every Eurail website ever says the first time you use your pass, you must go to official travel agent/counter and activate the pass, for an official start date. Not doing so, you’re subject to full fare, fines, and as far as I know, prison. After activating, no ticket windows ever. Just get on the train you want.

International ticket counter, “Eurail pass & information” sticker on the door.

“Plovdiv is not international. Cannot help you. Go to booth next to McDonald’s.”

Yeah, but I know that booth doesn’t speak English. I just want to activate.

“I cannot help you.”

Steve the Saaz, backpack and I shuffle past McDonalds.

“Hi, I need to activate this? First day, going to Plovdiv?” Let it not be lost that I don’t know how to pronounce “Plovdiv.”

“Plovdiv. This is ticket.”

Yes, I know the pass is THE ticket, thus the importance of never losing it, ever (look for that blog post soon). But I need to activate it. First day. STAMP.

“This is ticket. Plovdiv” (points to sign, handwrites 13:45 on scrap paper and slides it over to me).


Back to international counter. I know I know Plovdiv is still in Bulgaria, but my pass isn’t activated yet.

Scoff, window slammed in my face. Well, shiiiitttt.

Shuffle, with backpack and Steve, to Turkish Airlines window. Plovdiv? “Paris?” no, Plovdiv (different pronunciation guess). I know you can’t really help me, but you can read this English paragraph on my iPad about punishments of not activating pass, and then understand my frustration when Bulgarian speaking woman next door won’t help me…

And suddenly four women are crowded around my pass. And minutes later, it’s established maybe I should handwrite in the start and end dates, as well as my own passport number. And then go to ticket booth to buy reservation (essentially just the assigned seat) for train.

Great, except the bold print on website three that says “Do not write on your Eurail pass.” And that ticket booth had already said “this IS ticket” so me buying my seat reservation won’t be happening.

But fine. I get on the train.

Fast-forward. Stomach churning, nervous, not even sure the moving train I’m on is going to Plovdiv because this language is in shapes not letters. The official comes by, I sweat bullets.

All okay. My handwritten on pass gets me out of Sofia, no questions asked. And when we arrive at a stop with no English sign, no big monument, just a lot of people standing up, I hop off train, find “smiling girl,” point to ground. “Pla-div?” She giggles, nods.

I’ve arrived.

(Want an epic unbloggable story? Facebook me or comment, with email address, NOW… Some things I just… can’t… post)

Eating dinner at the hostel with other guests, I hit it off with a couple. I bond with a girl, now with boyfriend, who had been traveling solo and I chat and trade awful hostel host lines. “Fabio” vs. “Dragon.” And wow, we really go back and forth, one after the other, cracking up. And wow, I can’t return to Korcula, Croatia, again unless I want to sleep with Dragon.

I end up going out with these two. An absolute third wheel, he’s been traveling since January, her a couple months solo. They met up again just recently. They say it’s absolutely normal for Australians to do this year of travel- almost a right of passage. They’ve known each other a year and a half, “officially dated 5-6 months,” all of which he’s been traveling. I ask how they met and we all talk about our lives and home, which leads to the greatest line of the night: “Didn’t ever have to stalk you, did I?”

They had been in Cappadocia recently. A week ago? I say me too, two weeks ago, maybe. I’ve really lost track of time.

Emre’s Cave Hostel, both of us, imagine that. But of course, it’s the number one rated hostel in Goreme. How cute is the pregnant lady. Too fun.

We talk about our travels, our careers (again, career ideas for those without the careers) – she worked for a year, saved up to travel a year. Start again, repeat somewhere else. I wonder if this is to become of my life, as well. Weird. Fascinating. We talk Nepal, Amsterdam, NYC. We’ve talked for hours now.

She asks if I did the Emre Cave Hostel Tour. “With Adam?” I ask. Best day of your life? Did you climb mountains?

No, he was a bit quiet. A lot of history lessons, but he said he was hungover, something about being out until four a.m.

No way. No… way.


“We met at the pool, didn’t we. Side of the pool. You’ve got the blog, too.”

Small friggin’ world.